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9-5 6:41AM

I haven't had a job for four months. This is the longest break I have taken since I was 14 years old. Do I continue to trust in the universe or do I take the universe into my hands. 

4.24

Together we are one  I want to tell you  Yet I have none No words can express the beauty Pain, comfort, and shame  Icy breath  Crystal air This thought that we share  I have said it  Yet there is no sound at all  You have heard it  Our minds call  Together we are  Sound there is none  Some words are best  When left undone 

learning love

I am starting to learn  Violence is not the only pain Tired of crying vengeance Asking for your name Love is this feeling  The only world Here and now  This pain hits me  Understanding hurt  Hurt without violence  Crying my own name  I love myself  Yourself is loved the same  Love comes to me  violence goes  Through this love  Pain grows 

6:49 9.14.1965

I feel incredibly blessed and lucky to have the life that I have..I am absolutely in love with my life, my progress, my story. Today I am reminded of my position at work. How lucky am I to have joy? Each day I am creating an entire environment. This creation has given me a role of speciality, as my skills with energy prove to strengthen. I love in each moment of everyday. In moments of 6:55  Thank you for giving us this life that we have. In our truest loving existence, we feel your gratitude as our favorite abundance. 6:57 for the love that we are. 
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6.26

What is my purpose in life? Honestly, I have one million answers to this specific question. However, as much as this question runs through my mind, how I could respond is limitless. I am a multifaceted individual. I am living proof of how diverse and ever-changing we, as human beings, can be. Life comes with many experiences.  The best way to describe my purpose would be to describe who I am. Rather than explaining to you who I have been or who I want to be, I want to tell you who I am. Right now, in this present moment, I am sitting on my bed. My computer is propped on a pillow, music is playing through my headphones, and I am feeling elated. I feel like my purpose is this, writing this very essay, explaining who I am, and why I deserve to be alive.  I want to tell the story of my life’s greatest event. It truly all accumulated last year, the past, the present, and the future, and I could feel the question burning my mind. What do I want my purpose to be? Due to the cir...

11.3.2023

11.3.2023 The Last Supper I have lived the most beautiful life. In my last moments, I wish to honor my body and soul. I wish to feed myself a meal that will make me feel truly wonderful. Throughout my life, I have experienced many sensations. I would never be able to choose a single delicacy. Instead for my last meal, I would request a smorgasbord. A wooden platter in the shape of a heart, filled with a selection of my most desirable cravings.  I am an entirely different person than I used to be. My favorite things have changed over the years. As a child my favorite thing to eat was raspberries. To my taste buds, raspberries have always expressed a divine flavor. I would choose to eat raspberries first. They are always one of my first choices when it comes to choosing a flavor.  I would want the edges of the smorgasbord to be lined with raspberries. Freshly picked, the delicate red berries would bring me an immediate sensation of happiness. Following the lining of raspbe...