learning love

I am starting to learn 
Violence is not the only pain
Tired of crying vengeance
Asking for your name
Love is this feeling 
The only world
Here and now 

This pain hits me 
Understanding hurt 
Hurt without violence 
Crying my own name 
I love myself 
Yourself is loved the same 

Love comes to me 
violence goes 
Through this love 
Pain grows 

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